- gained ten pounds & some-odd noticeable inches
- stopped wearing jewelry (have started again)
- started wearing the same thing all the time
- started avoiding eye contact
- added roughly forty gut-wrenching songs to music library
- began to sift through previous past
- memory loss
- started avoiding mirrors
- negativity
- started inactively [but noticeably] avoiding sleep
- huge grade drop; loss of comprehension and slash or concentration
- loss of writing
- gain in casual musical experience
- [ironic] decrease in tolerance for intolerance
- started to cry when well-enough immersed in any story
- loss in retention
- obsession with past
- skepticism
- idiocy slash loss of the Right Thing To Do
Tags: A Look, devotion, life, lists, new, personal, problems, realisations, reflection, school, sleep, winter, writing, Zamily
I love you, A. Just to let you know…
I’m going to send you a care package of fun stuff. To cheer you up. (Hint: most of it might possibly be from the dollar store. Heh.)
I love youu! Oodles and oodles. And just because I tend to talk about my own problems a lot (because I just talk a lot in general) doesn’t mean that I don’t want to hear about your problems. I’m bad at helping with them apparently, but talking helps a little bit in itself, richtig? Ja! Sprich mit mir, bitte!
Maxie,
“The Blue Fairy: You must learn to choose between right and wrong.
Pinocchio: Right and wrong? But how will I know?
Jiminy Cricket: [watching] How’ll he know!
The Blue Fairy: [to Pinocchio] Your conscience will tell you.
Pinocchio: What are conscience?
Jiminy Cricket: What are conscience! I’ll tell ya! A conscience is that still small voice that people won’t listen to. That’s just the trouble with the world today…
Pinocchio: Are you my conscience?
Jiminy Cricket: Who, me?”